Salt Without Its Savor--Man Without His Savior

I've been doing a lot of studying of whole foods and one item I've been learning about is salt. Salt back when the scriptures were written was not processed, or iodized, or bleached. I read an interesting study today about salt cravings (just have to have that potato chip?) and how a scientist in Philadelphia studied what bodies are going through uring cravings. His findings were that when a person craves salt their bodies are lacking in a certain mixture of minerals that are needed by the body to function optimally.

What it says about your body
If nothing but the saltiest french fry will do, you may have a mineral deficiency. Studies have shown that women who eat low-calcium diets want salty foods more than those who get enough of the bone builder, says Michael Tordoff, Ph. D., a researcher at the Monell Chemical Senses Center in Philadelphia, an institute that studies taste and smell. One possible reason: Sodium temporarily increases calcium levels in the blood, which tricks the body into thinking the problem is solved. But you may have a shortage of other minerals too. In animal studies, researchers have found that a lack of potassium, calcium, and iron causes test subjects to devour table salt.

Unrefined sea salt contains 98.0 % NaCl (sodium-chloride) and up to 2.0% other minerals (salts) : Epsom salts and other Magnesium salts, Calcium salts, Potassium (Kalium) salts, Manganese salts, Phosphorus
salts, Iodine salts, ... all together over 100 minerals.
By contrast, processed table salt has sodium-chloride & iodine.

This does NOT fulfill the body's need, therefore you continue to crave more salt because that is where the body is used to getting salt from. Anyhow, after learning this, the scripture

13 ¶ Ye are the salt of the earth: but if the salt have lost his savour, wherewith shall it be salted? it is thenceforth good for nothing, but to be cast out, and to be trodden under foot of men.

(New Testament | Matthew 5:13)

came to mind. Ye are the salt of the earth. The most nourishing thing the earth has, full of small miracles that the world needs in order to function. Tiny, little miracles that without, the earth would cease to be, just as our bodies will shut down if they cease to get those trace minerals from salt. Dying slowly, rather than thriving because we are putting processed salt into our bodies...the earth dying slowly as we fail to perform the miracles we are capable of. Fail to be in tune to the spirit of the Lord--have we lost our savour? Our Savior? Are we really following him?

Anyhow, I decided to post a treat:

A Few Thoughts On Guardian Angels...

I know that this isn't in order with my other scripture reading, but who said I ever did ANYTHING in order? I couldn't decide where else to write this down, where I wouldn't lose it in the mess of papers that cover my desk at the moment, or the hard back journal that rarely gets pulled from the shelves any more.
I had an interesting experience this weekend. It all started with last weekend when I ran the Sunburst 10K. It was a great goal for me to reach, as I've never really been a runner. Anyhow, I posted photos of the event on my family blog, and received an interesting reply from a woman who knew my grandmother very well. My grandmother had raised this woman after her own mother had died of illness. My friend (she keeps in touch as much as family, although she's many years older than my mother) wrote me and told me that my race number was the same as the house number she had lived in with my grandmother all those years ago. She told me that she felt the need to let me know that the thought came to her to tell me that my grandmother is still watching over me, protecting me, and guiding me, and used the number on my bibb to get that message across. I was deeply touched by her statement, not just because it is a wonderful thought, but because the Spirit brought to my mind the scripture “…For their salvation is necessary and essential to our salvation… we without them
cannot be made perfect; neither can they without us be made perfect.”
-- D&C 128:15, 18
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I do not remember the source of the other thought that entered into my head, but I remembered a conversation I had with someone a long time ago where we came to the conclusion based on something we were reading (oh! If only I'd been a good note taker when I'd find things!) that each person you do temple work for will be watching over you and guiding you as though they were your guardian angel, so the more work you did, the more people on the other side that would be strengthening you and your resolve to do the work of the Lord here upon the Earth. Now, I can't prove that, and it might be the doctrine of Jillian, but it came to mind as I read my friends remarks about my grandmother, as did countless moments when I'd thought I'd heard my grandmother, or felt her, but doubted myself. It seemed like she was saying, "I'm really watching, I was trying to tell you, I finally had to get direct, as the other stuff just wasn't sinking in."

The thing is, I had noticed the other things, but I wondered if I was crazy. Here are just a few:

• When Stephen and I met (actually, we'd met before, but this meeting was our first long conversation that led to a first date), he told me his grandfather had just died the day before and a thought/feeling came over me that my grandmother and his grandfather had caused this conversation to start.
• When my first baby was born, I found myself singing...oddly, a song I hadn't heard since I was six, one that my grandmother sang to me before she died.
  Daisy, Daisy, I'm in love with you
  I'm half crazy for all the things you do.
  It won't be a proper marriage,
  I can't afford a carriage.
  But you'll look sweet upon the seat
  Of a bicycle built for two.
  
  Like I said, the odds of me having heard it were low, and when I found myself singing, I immediately turned to look for her. Was she there? I don't know, but I thought I was crazy.
• My race number. Enough said.

I should add that I did do all of her temple work after she died. I did her baptism, initiatory and endowment all in one day, a long day at the temple.

It's just making me think...and do you know what I've concluded? With help like this, I can go forward with faith, knowing we'll be fine.

Oh, wait, as I was looking up the scripture reference for the D&C scripture I used above, I found this quote written: “Whoever seeks to help those on the other side receives help in turn in all the affairs of life…Help comes to us from the other side as we give help to those who have
passed beyond the veil.”
-- Elder John A. Widtsoe, Ensign, May 1980, 40

Words of Mormon

First, an explanation. I'm LDS (if you haven't figured that out), which stands for Latter Day Saint. I belong to the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. It's a long title, I know, but it has to be, for the Lord says that for a church to be his, it must have his name in it (I'd quote the scripture, but my kids are banging down the door for attention, and I want to finish writing my thought process). We're called Mormons, usually as slang. It used to be used as an insult by people who didn't understand the coming forth of the Book of Mormon.

Mormon was a man. He took the time before he died to abridge many ancient records down to the ones of utmost importance for mankind to use at the end of time. He writes that he used inspiration from God to do so, and I believe he did. From his writing, he seems a humble man, one who is doing what he is asked to do, whether or not he understands why. (I wish my kids had this quality! Maybe if I did...)

His own words are not long, so I wish to post them here, in segments, with my own thought processes. I'm sure you'll notice a theme here. Given this is true, I'm in awe of what the Lord had other people go though to make sure my future and my children's future could take place and be fruitful. I suppose this is perfect timing in light of Memorial Day being yesterday, and I'm still thinking of what other people have sacrificed for me--wondering if I'll ever make a large enough sacrifice to make the world a better place for my posterity, or if I will, what it will be.

1 AND now I, Mormon, being about to deliver up the record which I have been making into the hands of my son Moroni, behold I have witnessed almost all the destruction of my people, the Nephites.
2 And it is many hundred years after the coming of Christ that I deliver these records into the hands of my son; and it supposeth me that he will witness the entire destruction of my people. But may God grant that he may survive them, that he may write somewhat concerning them, and somewhat concerning Christ, that perhaps some day it may profit them.
3 And now, I speak somewhat concerning that which I have written; for after I had made an abridgment from the plates of Nephi, down to the reign of this king Benjamin, of whom Amaleki spake, I searched among the records which had been delivered into my hands, and I found these plates, which contained this small account of the prophets, from Jacob down to the reign of this king Benjamin, and also many of the words of Nephi.
4 And the things which are upon these plates pleasing me, because of the prophecies of the coming of Christ; and my fathers knowing that many of them have been fulfilled; yea, and I also know that as many things as have been prophesied concerning us down to this day have been fulfilled, and as many as go beyond this day must surely come to pass—
(Book of Mormon | Words of Mormon 1:1 - 4)

It never occured to me before as I read this that he was writing AFTER the first coming of Christ, and that he then states that there are many prophicies that need to take place before the second coming, that had already occured at this time! So, things were already going and underway before this dispensation started. I got a feeling that we are farther along than I'd previously thought, and rather than worry me, it excited me.

5 Wherefore, I chose these things, to finish my record upon them, which remainder of my record I shall take from the plates of Nephi; and I cannot write the hundredth part of the things of my people.
6 But behold, I shall take these plates, which contain these prophesyings and revelations, and put them with the remainder of my record, for they are choice unto me; and I know they will be choice unto my brethren.
7 And I do this for a wise purpose; for thus it whispereth me, according to the workings of the Spirit of the Lord which is in me. And now, I do not know all things; but the Lord knoweth all things which are to come; wherefore, he worketh in me to do according to his will.
8 And my prayer to God is concerning my brethren, that they may once again come to the knowledge of God, yea, the redemption of Christ; that they may once again be a delightsome people.
9 And now I, Mormon, proceed to finish out my record, which I take from the plates of Nephi; and I make it according to the knowledge and the understanding which God has given me.
10 Wherefore, it came to pass that after Amaleki had delivered up these plates into the hands of king Benjamin, he took them and put them with the other plates, which contained records which had been handed down by the kings, from generation to generation until the days of king Benjamin.
11 And they were handed down from king Benjamin, from generation to generation until they have fallen into my hands. And I, Mormon, pray to God that they may be preserved from this time henceforth. And I know that they will be preserved; for there are great things written upon them, out of which my people and their brethren shall be judged at the great and last day, according to the word of God which is written.
(Book of Mormon | Words of Mormon 1:5 - 11)

I love how he admits there just isn't time to do everything, but that he has to pick the best--the best out of the history, the best of the Lord's commandments, the most important of it all. But he doesn't do it by his opinion, he communes with the Lord. This was an answer to prayer for me, as I often look at all the homeschooling options available, and wonder what to cover for our children (beyond the basics of reading, writing and math, of course). I've concluded from this passage of scripture that I need to pray about each child, not try to teach all of them the same thing, and not to judge other homeschooler's choices for their children (despite their want to argue over methods at times--which is all in thinking that what was confirmed to them as the best choice should be that way for all).

Yes, teaching each child individually is going to be harder, but I feel that each child has a different purpose in life, a different road to take, different tasks the Lord would have them accomplish, and they will each need different skills to do so. The only way I can prepare them to fulfill the roles the Lord has in mind for them is to follow his promptings as I teach them. What will be right for one, will not be right for another.

Enos, again.

I read a quick few verses in Enos, because I was in a hurry and knew I needed some scripture in my brain today.
The thing that stuck out the most was that God tells Enos that He cannot lie, or He would cease to be God. He's honest with us. It made me think of when people say that God did not answer their prayers...I often wonder if they really mean that God didn't answer them the way they wanted to have them answered. I know that happens to me. Sometimes, God says no. He has to. Some things aren't really for our best interest.
I saw a tiny bit of Evan Almighty the other day at my mother's. I know, I'm out of the movie loop, since it's the first time I've seen it. The part I saw was about this very thing. Jim Carey (or the guy he plays--Evan, right?) just answers YES to everyone's prayer. And the world goes horribly wrong. It makes sense. Can you imagine giving your children everything they want? At any time?
I can, and it's not pretty.

So, at this point in time, despite the fact that sometimes I get frustrated, let me publicly say, "Thank you, God, for always being honest with me, and telling me when it just can't be."

Update

I'm not completely gone! Lately, my sweet husband & I have been reading the Bible together at the end of our day. It's been a most wonderful experience to be able to sit & read & learn together. I love the discussions we have had, even when we don't get through many verses. We've only made it into Leviticus (we started on page one of the Old Testament, and are going verse by verse), but I would not trade our time together for anything! He's such a great person to discuss with, and I believe this puts us on the same page each evening, allowing us to work towards our common goals together better than before.

It's days like this that make me realize that I'm more than exited to spend eternity with him.

Omni

This book seemed so choppy. (Seemed? OK it IS choppy). A few things did catch my eye, though:

7 Wherefore, the Lord did visit them in great judgment; nevertheless, he did spare the righteous that they should not perish, but did deliver them out of the hands of their enemies.
8 And it came to pass that I did deliver the plates unto my brother Chemish.
9 Now I, Chemish, write what few things I write, in the same book with my brother; for behold, I saw the last which he wrote, that he wrote it with his own hand; and he wrote it in the day that he delivered them unto me. And after this manner we keep the records, for it is according to the commandments of our fathers. And I make an end.
(Book of Mormon | Omni 1:7 - 9)

This seemed to me, almost as a witness signature, or perhaps a notary--he just wrote this, I saw it & give my stamp of approval--sort of thing.

Inasmuch as ye will not keep my commandments ye shall not prosper in the land.
(Book of Mormon | Omni 1:6)

So very straightforward. What more can I say?

15 Behold, it came to pass that Mosiah discovered that the people of Zarahemla came out from Jerusalem at the time that Zedekiah, king of Judah, was carried away captive into Babylon.
16 And they journeyed in the wilderness, and were brought by the hand of the Lord across the great waters, into the land where Mosiah discovered them; and they had dwelt there from that time forth.
17 And at the time that Mosiah discovered them, they had become exceedingly numerous. Nevertheless, they had had many wars and serious contentions, and had fallen by the sword from time to time; and their language had become corrupted; and they had brought no records with them; and they denied the being of their Creator; and Mosiah, nor the people of Mosiah, could understand them.
(Book of Mormon | Omni 1:15 - 17)

I thought of our country's current state when I read this. I wondered, if the great men that had founded our country were to come forward in time & see what we've become, what would they think? After reading some old li though, I'm convinced we haven't changed too much.

27 And now I would speak somewhat concerning a certain number who went up into the wilderness to return to the land of Nephi; for there was a large number who were desirous to possess the land of their inheritance.
28 Wherefore, they went up into the wilderness. And their leader being a strong and mighty man, and a stiffnecked man, wherefore he caused a contention among them; and they were all slain, save fifty, in the wilderness, and they returned again to the land of Zarahemla.
29 And it came to pass that they also took others to a considerable number, and took their journey again into the wilderness.
30 And I, Amaleki, had a brother, who also went with them; and I have not since known concerning them. And I am about to lie down in my grave; and these plates are full. And I make an end of my speaking.
(Book of Mormon | Omni 1:27 - 30)

A sad ending. Kind of like, "I'm dying, but please watch out for my brother, just in case he's alive."

Jarom

2 And as these plates are small, and as these things are written for the intent of the benefit of our brethren the Lamanites, wherefore, it must needs be that I write a little; but I shall not write the things of my prophesying, nor of my revelations. For what could I write more than my fathers have written? For have not they revealed the plan of salvation? I say unto you, Yea; and this sufficeth me.
(Book of Mormon | Jarom 1:2)

In essence, he's admitting that there is simplicity to the gospel. I, too, often wonder what more can be given, since we don't even follow what we have. Of course, God has promised us that there are more laws that we don't know, that will give us greater powers and abilities once we learn them and obey them.

4 And there are many among us who have many revelations, for they are not all stiffnecked. And as many as are not stiffnecked and have faith, have communion with the Holy Spirit, which maketh manifest unto the children of men, according to their faith.

(Book of Mormon | Jarom 1:4)

A whole group (or country) for that matter may not be completely wicked. There can be good among the bad. Often, given that I've felt so frustrated lately, I wonder if the Lord will guide me in the right direction if I begin to stray. I'd hope that I'd accept that correction, and change willingly, to follow him as I need to.

10 And it came to pass that the prophets of the Lord did threaten the people of Nephi, according to the word of God, that if they did not keep the commandments, but should fall into transgression, they should be destroyed from off the face of the land.
11 Wherefore, the prophets, and the priests, and the teachers, did labor diligently, exhorting with all long-suffering the people to diligence; teaching the law of Moses, and the intent for which it was given; persuading them to look forward unto the Messiah, and believe in him to come as though he already was. And after this manner did they teach them.
12 And it came to pass that by so doing they kept them from being destroyed upon the face of the land; for they did prick their hearts with the word, continually stirring them up unto repentance.

(Book of Mormon | Jarom 1:10 - 12)

Again, this is happening. We are warned continuously by the current prophet Thomas S. Monson. AND, even if you don't believe he's a prophet (but I do, with all my heart, as I have been on my knees and felt the reassurance of the Holy Spirit that this man speaks inspired words), the Pope and other religious leaders are in agreeance on many things, and have spoken out in favor of God. Despite the name of the religion, they have things in common, and they are worried about our generation, but have hope that we can turn around if we want to.

Enos

I still have time, so I'm going to read Enos. My baby is happily playing at my feet, making little bear noises, and the other two have run upstairs to play quietly--as I told them too. So, see, there are little miracles throughout the day that I should thank God for. Quiet moments such as these don't happen all the time, but I should accept them and be grateful for them. Plus, Enos is only one chapter...in light of my last thought of how I hope my children will continue my work...Enos seems to make a token effort...perhaps my opinion will change after I read this chapter. ;)

1 BEHOLD, it came to pass that I, Enos, knowing my father that he was a just man—for he taught me in his language, and also in the nurture and admonition of the Lord—and blessed be the name of my God for it—

(Book of Mormon | Enos 1:1)

He thanks God for his father...faults and all (see, he says he knows his dad was just a man).

2 And I will tell you of the wrestle which I had before God, before I received a remission of my sins.
(Book of Mormon | Enos 1:2)

He wrestled. It wasn't a short conversation, by any means. This was a good, long prayer, and I'll bet that Enos wasn't always feeling chipper.

3 Behold, I went to hunt beasts in the forests; and the words which I had often heard my father speak concerning eternal life, and the joy of the saints, sunk deep into my heart.
4 And my soul hungered; and I kneeled down before my Maker, and I cried unto him in mighty prayer and supplication for mine own soul; and all the day long did I cry unto him; yea, and when the night came I did still raise my voice high that it reached the heavens.
(Book of Mormon | Enos 1:3 - 4)

His conversion didn't happen right away, he wasn't a "saint" as a child or young man, but Jacob kept at it. Enos had to take his salvation into his own hands. A five year old cannot do that. I need to be patient, persist, and endure til he's an adult. We'll both make it, and it will pay off. It will be work.

6 And I, Enos, knew that God could not lie; wherefore, my guilt was swept away.
(Book of Mormon | Enos 1:6)

God cannot lie. So, why do I doubt when he says it's all going to work out? I feel his comfort during my prayers, but then still slip into a feeling of despair during the day. I'm either snippy or crying. Arrrgh! Why can't I just be normal?

15 Wherefore, I knowing that the Lord God was able to preserve our records, I cried unto him continually, for he had said unto me: Whatsoever thing ye shall ask in faith, believing that ye shall receive in the name of Christ, ye shall receive it.

(Book of Mormon | Enos 1:15)

This level of faith must be astonishing. Someday...

26 And I saw that I must soon go down to my grave, having been wrought upon by the power of God that I must preach and prophesy unto this people, and declare the word according to the truth which is in Christ. And I have declared it in all my days, and have rejoiced in it above that of the world.
27 And I soon go to the place of my rest, which is with my Redeemer; for I know that in him I shall rest. And I rejoice in the day when my mortal shall put on immortality, and shall stand before him; then shall I see his face with pleasure, and he will say unto me: Come unto me, ye blessed, there is a place prepared for you in the mansions of my Father. Amen.
(Book of Mormon | Enos 1:26 - 27)

Makes me wonder if this rest is the only real rest there is. If we are anxiously engaged in a good cause, will we always be exhausted?

Jacob 7

I'm starting this reading in a bad state of mind. I'm upset about the constant messes in my house, that I seem to be always following behind and cleaning up. My toddler just gave my newly cleaned baby an open cup of applesauce, so she's not so newly cleaned any more. The bread was opened and left on the table, made into "Butter Balls" which is my son's newest snack invention--a ball of butter wrapped in store bought bread. I tried to explain that I don't feel so loved when these things happen. My brain falls apart...but I was just given "the look" and then told "we do love you, we just enjoy this." Is there really a way to make it through parenting ? Without losing sanity? If there are any moms out there reading this and laughing, please offer some advice on how I, too, can laugh again. I just don't feel like it lately.

But, onto the scriptures, because they are supposed to help with the state of mind, keeping things in perspective and such. Either that, or they are just a good escape while the kids are snacking at the table near me.

12 And this is not all—it has been made manifest unto me, for I have heard and seen; and it also has been made manifest unto me by the power of the Holy Ghost; wherefore, I know if there should be no atonement made all mankind must be lost.
13 And it came to pass that he said unto me: Show me a sign by this power of the Holy Ghost, in the which ye know so much.
(Book of Mormon | Jacob 7:12 - 13)

Ha, as I read this, I thought of my son. Not that he is of the devil, no, that's not what I mean (he's a great kid, really), but that when it comes to me trying to help him understand something, he acts like I am some idiot who knows nothing at all. And I want to homeschool? Sometimes I think, "WHAT AM I THINKING?" Funny, I read an article about homeschool burnout the other day...it's supposed to occur AFTER you've started. Ha ha ha. Honestly, I'd rather sleep all day and let them watch Dora...that's educational, right?

15 And it came to pass that when I, Jacob, had spoken these words, the power of the Lord came upon him, insomuch that he fell to the earth. And it came to pass that he was nourished for the space of many days.

(Book of Mormon | Jacob 7:15)

Why don't my kids over fall over when I speak? Maybe I'm not teaching with the spirit. The way I feel lately, it's very well the case.

16 And it came to pass that he said unto the people: Gather together on the morrow, for I shall die; wherefore, I desire to speak unto the people before I shall die.
(Book of Mormon | Jacob 7:16)

Well, that's a little dramatic, don't you think?

27 And I, Jacob, saw that I must soon go down to my grave; wherefore, I said unto my son Enos: Take these plates. And I told him the things which my brother Nephi had commanded me, and he promised obedience unto the commands. And I make an end of my writing upon these plates, which writing has been small; and to the reader I bid farewell, hoping that many of my brethren may read my words. Brethren, adieu.

(Book of Mormon | Jacob 7:27)

What a sweet ending. I hope that someday I can look at my children and say, "Here's what I've been working on, take it, move forward and do the work." I realize that at this point in time they are young, and someday, I'll look back and wonder how it all happened, how they grew up so quickly, and how they became who they are. I hope, that if the results are good, that they will give me a little credit. Of course, as is the case, I know that if there are any results that are not so good, I will definitely get the blame. Such is the life of Mom.

Jacob 6

5 Wherefore, my beloved brethren, I beseech of you in words of soberness that ye would repent, and come with full purpose of heart, and cleave unto God as he cleaveth unto you. And while his arm of mercy is extended towards you in the light of the day, harden not your hearts.
6 Yea, today, if ye will hear his voice, harden not your hearts; for why will ye die?
(Book of Mormon | Jacob 6:5 - 6)

I read this, but I kept thinking that I feel this way, feel like asking "How can I stray?" when I am in the process of praying, or teaching, or serving, but as soon as I get back to everyday stuff, I forget. I suppose that is why we are told to pray always, but I'm not so good at that. Really. I stray so quickly.

11 O then, my beloved brethren, repent ye, and enter in at the strait gate, and continue in the way which is narrow, until ye shall obtain eternal life.
12 O be wise; what can I say more?
13 Finally, I bid you farewell, until I shall meet you before the pleasing bar of God, which bar striketh the wicked with awful dread and fear. Amen.
(Book of Mormon | Jacob 6:11 - 13)

I think, I just got an object lesson (Gosh, thanks Heavenly Father!). I have asked my children FIVE TIMES to get dressed in their snow clothes, because they asked if they could play on their snow fort. I have no problem with that, as long as they do it before the baby's nap time. I told them this, they have been given the chance. I even told them that I'd put their snow clothes on FOR them if they put on their play clothes (they are still in their jammies). 10 AM is approaching, they have not yet gotten dressed. I'm feeling frustrated because I want to give them what they asked for, but they will not do the simple thing I've asked them to do (put on play clothes). The clock is ticking. I finally set a timer, I told them they had five more minutes or their chances would be gone.

Think of this from God's point of view. He asks us for simple things we keep putting off, and yet...he wants to give to us and yet....ARRRRGH! I don't know how he stays sane.

Jacob 5

70 And it came to pass that the Lord of the vineyard sent his servant; and the servant went and did as the Lord had commanded him, and brought other servants; and they were few.
(Book of Mormon | Jacob 5:70)

As I read the allegory of the olive tree, I began to think about what we, as a family, need to do to be one of the few laborers in the garden. The thought came to me that I first need to put myself in the place of the tree, and realize that there is much work to do in making our "roots" strong. I see that, as a family, we tend to wander, looking for the best things to do, and I know that I, being the at home influence, cause much of this. Tradition & routine is a good thing, a thing which I often shun away from, but know my family needs. I need to be more stable, more predictable, more in the Lord's hands in order to guide my children such that we as a family will bring forth good fruit.



72 And it came to pass that the servants did go and labor with their mights; and the Lord of the vineyard labored also with them; and they did obey the commandments of the Lord of the vineyard in all things.
73 And there began to be the natural fruit again in the vineyard; and the natural branches began to grow and thrive exceedingly; and the wild branches began to be plucked off and to be cast away; and they did keep the root and the top thereof equal, according to the strength thereof.
74 And thus they labored, with all diligence, according to the commandments of the Lord of the vineyard, even until the bad had been cast away out of the vineyard, and the Lord had preserved unto himself that the trees had become again the natural fruit; and they became like unto one body; and the fruits were equal; and the Lord of the vineyard had preserved unto himself the natural fruit, which was most precious unto him from the beginning.
75 And it came to pass that when the Lord of the vineyard saw that his fruit was good, and that his vineyard was no more corrupt, he called up his servants, and said unto them: Behold, for this last time have we nourished my vineyard; and thou beholdest that I have done according to my will; and I have preserved the natural fruit, that it is good, even like as it was in the beginning. And blessed art thou; for because ye have been diligent in laboring with me in my vineyard, and have kept my commandments, and have brought unto me again the natural fruit, that my vineyard is no more corrupted, and the bad is cast away, behold ye shall have joy with me because of the fruit of my vineyard.
76 For behold, for a long time will I lay up of the fruit of my vineyard unto mine own self against the season, which speedily cometh; and for the last time have I nourished my vineyard, and pruned it, and dug about it, and dunged it; wherefore I will lay up unto mine own self of the fruit, for a long time, according to that which I have spoken.
77 And when the time cometh that evil fruit shall again come into my vineyard, then will I cause the good and the bad to be gathered; and the good will I preserve unto myself, and the bad will I cast away into its own place. And then cometh the season and the end; and my vineyard will I cause to be burned with fire.
(Book of Mormon | Jacob 5:72 - 77)

In my mind, sooner or later I see the world coming full circle. We had the truth, we thought it old & archaic, and now we are becoming a world of searchers. You may doubt me, but what makes the headlines is a small percentage of what is really happening. Literature of a culture is a good way to see what it is becoming. I went to the library and looked at the new releases, many titles are about man's search for a higher power. Even the business / motivational speaking books have turned toward preaching balance, spirituality, positive thinking in the past twenty years.

Jacob 4

1 NOW behold, it came to pass that I, Jacob, having ministered much unto my people in word, (and I cannot write but a little of my words, because of the difficulty of engraving our words upon plates) and we know that the things which we write upon plates must remain;
(Book of Mormon | Jacob 4:1)

Think of the work making scriptures took back then. Amazing, and we still just toss them to the side and hope that we don't forget to look at them once in awhile? Sad. But I must say, I am the same way. I'll read and read other things, then forget to read a few verses of scripture.

2 But whatsoever things we write upon anything save it be upon plates must perish and vanish away; but we can write a few words upon plates, which will give our children, and also our beloved brethren, a small degree of knowledge concerning us, or concerning their fathers—
3 Now in this thing we do rejoice; and we labor diligently to engraven these words upon plates, hoping that our beloved brethren and our children will receive them with thankful hearts, and look upon them that they may learn with joy and not with sorrow, neither with contempt, concerning their first parents.
4 For, for this intent have we written these things, that they may know that we knew of Christ, and we had a hope of his glory many hundred years before his coming; and not only we ourselves had a hope of his glory, but also all the holy prophets which were before us.
5 Behold, they believed in Christ and worshiped the Father in his name, and also we worship the Father in his name. And for this intent we keep the law of Moses, it pointing our souls to him; and for this cause it is sanctified unto us for righteousness, even as it was accounted unto Abraham in the wilderness to be obedient unto the commands of God in offering up his son Isaac, which is a similitude of God and his Only Begotten Son.
6 Wherefore, we search the prophets, and we have many revelations and the spirit of prophecy; and having all these witnesses we obtain a hope, and our faith becometh unshaken, insomuch that we truly can command in the name of Jesus and the very trees obey us, or the mountains, or the waves of the sea.
(Book of Mormon | Jacob 4:2 - 6)

Such joy in the gospel. Such faith!!! As I sit here wondering how to follow Christ as purely as these Saints did, I keep having the thought...simplify. There wouldn't be as much to clean, if you simplify...
But then I argue with myself...the kids! What would the kids DO if we got rid of all this stuff? The answer comes....they would play. But with what? What would they learn if they don't have all these educational toys? These books, papers, scissors, glue...the mess makers of it all? Aren't we schooling them? How can we school them without STUFF--books, paper, crayons, markers, beads...
But to be able to have the faith that the very trees would obey...my heart yearns for that kind of connection to God, but my brain says, "Yeah, right."

Jacob 3

1 BUT behold, I, Jacob, would speak unto you that are pure in heart. Look unto God with firmness of mind, and pray unto him with exceeding faith, and he will console you in your afflictions, and he will plead your cause, and send down justice upon those who seek your destruction.
2 O all ye that are pure in heart, lift up your heads and receive the pleasing word of God, and feast upon his love; for ye may, if your minds are firm, forever.
3 But, wo, wo, unto you that are not pure in heart, that are filthy this day before God; for except ye repent the land is cursed for your sakes; and the Lamanites, which are not filthy like unto you, nevertheless they are cursed with a sore cursing, shall scourge you even unto destruction.
(Book of Mormon | Jacob 3:1 - 3)

I felt like Jacob was praying upon my vanity here. As he said, he's speaking to the pure in heart, I almost quit reading, because--well--I don't feel so pure in heart. But then, I continued reading, thinking...I'm not so bad...maybe this message could apply to me, and WHAM!! For those of you reading who are not really pure in heart, you better repent or the whole land is cursed just to punish you, and so the pure are being punished along with you---how does that make you feel?

10 Wherefore, ye shall remember your children, how that ye have grieved their hearts because of the example that ye have set before them; and also, remember that ye may, because of your filthiness, bring your children unto destruction, and their sins be heaped upon your heads at the last day.
(Book of Mormon | Jacob 3:10)

OK, OK, so I need to do better in raising my children. What kind of example have I been? When they are adults, are they going to excuse themselves when they do wrong, or will they fess up and apologize. I keep feeling like the moral lessons I try to teach are just not sinking in. Am I not a good enough example? Don't get me wrong, I have very good kids. But, sometimes, I worry that I'm sending the wrong message. There's such a fine line between teaching good behavior and being intolerant of childhood. I wish I could walk it better.

Jacob 2

4 For behold, as yet, ye have been obedient unto the word of the Lord, which I have given unto you.
5 But behold, hearken ye unto me, and know that by the help of the all–powerful Creator of heaven and earth I can tell you concerning your thoughts, how that ye are beginning to labor in sin, which sin appeareth very abominable unto me, yea, and abominable unto God.

(Book of Mormon | Jacob 2:4 - 5)

So, far, you've been good. You know it & I know it, but it's your thoughts that worry me. Change begins in the mind. All things are created spiritually first, God shows this in the scriptures when he creates the Earth. We follow the same path...our creations begin in our mind. So, if we can learn to control our minds, we can control ourselves.

35 Behold, ye have done greater iniquities than the Lamanites, our brethren. Ye have broken the hearts of your tender wives, and lost the confidence of your children, because of your bad examples before them; and the sobbings of their hearts ascend up to God against you. And because of the strictness of the word of God, which cometh down against you, many hearts died, pierced with deep wounds.

(Book of Mormon | Jacob 2:35)

I've read this before, but today it really struck within me the importance of family--caring for, supporting & trusting. If you remember, the Lamanites were bloodthirsty, godless people. But the Nephites here have done worse--they've cheated on their spouses, broken their children's hearts. Hmmm, and the world today wonders why immorality is so bad. I actually had to explain to a friend the other day WHY pornography wasn't a good outlet for her teen--had she never thought of its addictiveness? How he would treat his future wife? People's higher inclination to cheat on a spouse after seeing the stuff? How can we be so blind?

Jacob 1

I decided to move forward, rather than back. I thought it might give me more motivation.
2 And he gave me, Jacob, a commandment that I should write upon these plates a few of the things which I considered to be most precious; that I should not touch, save it were lightly, concerning the history of this people which are called the people of Nephi.

(Book of Mormon | Jacob 1:2)

So, this book will be what Jacob considered most precious about the gospel. Not history stuff. Considering how they had to write back then, it must have been EXTREMELY precious.

5 For because of faith and great anxiety, it truly had been made manifest unto us concerning our people, what things should happen unto them.
6 And we also had many revelations, and the spirit of much prophecy; wherefore, we knew of Christ and his kingdom, which should come.

(Book of Mormon | Jacob 1:5 - 6)

Interesting that he said "We" had the revelations. I'm assuming he and Nephi. This gives a little more credence to what he's trying to say. They both had the revelations, he's just writing them down. It's not just his thought process, this came from God.

10 The people having loved Nephi exceedingly, he having been a great protector for them, having wielded the sword of Laban in their defence, and having labored in all his days for their welfare—
11 Wherefore, the people were desirous to retain in remembrance his name. And whoso should reign in his stead were called by the people, second Nephi, third Nephi, and so forth, according to the reigns of the kings; and thus they were called by the people, let them be of whatever name they would.
12 And it came to pass that Nephi died.

(Book of Mormon | Jacob 1:10 - 12)

This section helps me understand why there are 3 Nephi, 4 Nephi and such. These men might have had a different name when born, but had to take on the name of Nephi as ruler.

19 And we did magnify our office unto the Lord, taking upon us the responsibility, answering the sins of the people upon our own heads if we did not teach them the word of God with all diligence; wherefore, by laboring with our might their blood might not come upon our garments; otherwise their blood would come upon our garments, and we would not be found spotless at the last day.

(Book of Mormon | Jacob 1:19)

I still have a hard time laboring among the people to teach them over and over again about salvation. I suppose I'm not Christlike in that I dislike having to even have callings in our church that check in on how people are doing, and ask them if they need help, or bringing them lessons of Christ to remind them of his teachings. I often feel as though, if people want to hear of Christ, they'll come to church. Leave them alone! HOWEVER, whenever I read the scriptures, I am often reminded that those who have been called of God to take care of people need to go out and teach the gospel and bring them unto Christ. I know that there have been people grateful for someone called of God showing up on their doorstep and bringing the gospel to them. I suppose I often feel like Jonah--"Do I HAVE to? Does my husband HAVE to? Can't we stay home and mind our own business? " I know that, in my heart, that is NOT what the scriptures teach, but it is still how I act. I suppose that is something I can work on.
Time for another sidebar goal? I suppose...

2 Nephi 33

Whew! I made progress! This is the last chapter of 2Nephi. Perhaps I'll backtrack and read 1Nephi next...or maybe I'll go on and read Jacob. I'll decide tomorrow. Yes, I really do plan on doing this again this week!

1 AND now I, Nephi, cannot write all the things which were taught among my people; neither am I mighty in writing, like unto speaking; for when a man speaketh by the power of the Holy Ghost the power of the Holy Ghost carrieth it unto the hearts of the children of men.
(Book of Mormon | 2 Nephi 33:1)

When I read this verse, I was reminded of a time when I'd barely learned the scriptures. I'd barely started believing in them, but I was convinced that the Book of Mormon was as true as the Bible (if not more so, considering all the times the Bible has been translated...have you ever played the game telephone at a party? Think of how funny that is, now...it's not so funny when played with a scripture that your salvation could ride on, is it?)
Anyhow, I was reminded of a time when a friend of mine asked me a question, and even though I hadn't read much, nor did I KNOW much, the answers just came out of my mouth. I was learning right along with her! Could I ever write down what I said? No. Once the spirit was done talking to her, I could barely remember the gist of what I'd communicated. Sigh. So much good information.

10 And now, my beloved brethren, and also Jew, and all ye ends of the earth, hearken unto these words and believe in Christ; and if ye believe not in these words believe in Christ. And if ye shall believe in Christ ye will believe in these words, for they are the words of Christ, and he hath given them unto me; and they teach all men that they should do good.
11 And if they are not the words of Christ, judge ye—for Christ will show unto you, with power and great glory, that they are his words, at the last day; and you and I shall stand face to face before his bar; and ye shall know that I have been commanded of him to write these things, notwithstanding my weakness.
12 And I pray the Father in the name of Christ that many of us, if not all, may be saved in his kingdom at that great and last day.
(Book of Mormon | 2 Nephi 33:10 - 12)

The Prophet, President Gordon Bitner Hinckley, was once asked what he thought of the Baptist convention coming to Salt Lake City, UT (known "home of the Mormons" I'd suppose you'd say). His response was brilliant, and I was glad to be able to hear it first hand, not just read it in the paper or hear others tell me about it. He answered that he had some friends who had not accepted the Book of Mormon as scripture, and he'd love to send them over to the convention to learn of Christ, because they at least needed Christ in their lives. Christ is the important part, BUT we must remember that merely believing doesn't show him our love. Christ himself said, "If ye love me, keep my commandments." Which means, we must do as he has asked us, even if we don't understand why.